I can't be specific.

I've been avoiding mentioning names, the location or other specifics about the deaths one week ago to avoid having my posts show up on search engine results meant for the victims.

I can more than imagine what the children's and staff members' families are enduring, especially during this holiday season. I'm thinking of all the toys and other presents already purchased, which would have added to the joys of the season but are now adding to the grief.

One of the parents, maybe a few more, had the composure to speak in public about the children. For more than two years, I was unable to speak about Avi in public. I could barely speak during his unveiling.